11:38 pm 11:38 pm

Too much

By |2008-10-08T23:38:00+00:00October 8th, 2008|Uncategorized|0 Comments

Where have the words gone is a question I keep asking myself.  Which ones should I put next to each other to form a coherent sentence? Which ones make sense, what combination of squiggles on the page will make a reader laugh, cry, see the world in a different light or even make them change something about themselves?Thoughts tumble around in my head, no structure, no rhyme or reason. Fragments, the beginning of something that makes sense of the sensless, the tragedies, the comedies and the dramas that life presents.

9:43 am 9:43 am

Should I

By |2008-10-07T09:43:00+00:00October 7th, 2008|Uncategorized|0 Comments

'Should I or shouldn't I' is the question I've been asking myself all day.  Six weeks ago, I applied for an Arts Council grant, the response arrived in my letterbox yesterday morning and I still haven't opened the envelope.  I'm being a scardy cat, in my heart of hearts I reckon it's a rejection.  Hence the reason I don't want to open it, I want to go to bed dreaming I've received the grant.Why don't I just open the damn thing and get it over with instead of putting myself through the torture of not knowing? You may ask that question and I actually have a response that makes sense in Sade's World.  For those who don't know, this tiny part of the universe does exist.  At this point in time, precisely 01:45 hrs, I'm not able to deal with the rejection that may exist, I want to keep my [...]

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