The ongoing saga that never seems to end.  I think I'm psychic, either that or I'm cynical beyond my years.  Personally I think it's the years of disappointments finally adding up.  Anyway, Ruth came back to me on Friday reiterating what she'd already said in previous emails.  They're not buying unless the terms are SOR. Which is a shame, but I'm in full retreat so it's time to let go. I can't keep bashing my delicate head against a brick wall.I'm currently writing an article on myself for an e-zine.  The deadline is August, but I know what I'm like.  If I don't get it done now, I'll be crafting the day before it's due.  Bad habit I picked up at Uni. Don't do anything until a day before it's due. Once upon a time, I had oodles of time, or should I say I gave myself oodles of time [...]

DJ,Just got an email from Ruth at Borders, she can't afford to stock Imagine This because Gardners are only offering a discount of 20%. Gardners haven't spoken to me about terms, the last I heard from them was a letter in the post stating that they weren't going to be stocking the title but will set up a special order on their system. What did I do, I called them to find out what was going on and what terms they wanted from me and they didn't even have Imagine This on their system. So I've emailed Alan all the details and currently waiting with bated breath for him to get back to me. Ya rightyo, I'm becoming a cynic in my young age.

Before I start blogging as Lola, I just have to say. My best friend has told me that I'll never make a great criminal and she's right. I just so happened to mention that I had a blog and she went in search and found it (Not this one, I'm still keeping it on the down low). Not only that, I pretended to be someone else on someones blog, only to forget I had to sign in to write my comments. So I'm googling away and clicking on links only for it to lead right back to this blog. Yikes, I'm currently hanging my head, absolutely mortified. I'm not going to rant, just mention a conjoined word. SELF-PUBLISHING. Yikes, yikes and yikes again. :-) Tomorrow I'm Lola. :-)